i’ve found myself in a place deeper than my skin
do not recognize my reflection
only the life i feel within
plagued with sin
injected with holiness
the goddess of defeat
put down your weapons
and embrace me
i have lost every war
yet won every soul
for i refuse to draw my sword
in authenticity, i behold
i am obsessed with who you are at your core
put down your weapons
never done this before
i watch from a far
and fetishize your smile
i will hold you in my arms, please just stay a while
human emotion is to me
what i am to you
an enigma, so sweet
an ocean, so blue
fantasies of you and me
crying over spilled milk
of her and him
of you and i
dancing in only silk
everythings so separated
it’s hard to make connections
don’t stay sedated
ask a lot of questions
like who am i?
what is this?
do i really have to try?
why do you bare fists?
at night is it i who i miss?
i love you, my sweet
although the queen of defeat, for you i would fight and win
bare the armor of sin
if it meant we would lie together
to witness the end
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