kozmik soi

mckenna was always a happy girl. she laughed boisterously, kissed ferociously and worried meticulously. she lived in portland with her mother and her older brother caleb. mckenna’s mother eliza was the kind of woman you admire and envy at the same time. she was effortless. her charisma waltzed off her with every step and into […]

*6yrsold*

I needed you to hold me, to make the pain go away. I needed you to hold me, to make the lies seem more true. and every time you held me- it worked. Everything bad went away and it was just you and I, my face on you chest, your face lost in my hair. […]

*4yrs*

There are no reminders of your inadequacy in the way she moves. But every time I step my walk reeks of it. Every swish of my hips is infested with the reminders of your shortcomings, of every word you never said. My smile, filled with the remainders of empty promises and hollow I love yous. […]

*5yrs*

i have always wanted someone to say beautiful things to me. to tell me that my smile turns the tides of the ocean. to tell me that my love makes his life colorful. but then i realized, that i am the person i have been waiting for. i am the person who is going to […]

confidence, love and loyalty come from within. from the depths of wanting to be a better person do we arise as better people

i love the smell of fire, burning against wood. the remnants floating into the air, into my hair. i reek of firewood. i stare at the fire as the flames dance in the wind. curving and flowing, flying and rolling. it reminds me of the way the flames dance around my curtains. flowing in and […]